|Eli James, My Little Guy|
I never thought I would be a mother, but here I am, two months into it and still freaking out.
So many people told me being a parent would change my life. I never doubted that, how could it not change my life? Being responsible for another life, well, I don't think there is a bigger responsibility than that of being a parent. I have never felt so much love and fear at the same time.
Hold the baby, feed the baby, love the baby, change the baby, bathe the baby, its a vicious cycle.
Now, don't get me wrong, I love being a mother, but this is hard! I know mothers everywhere are laughing right now because they have been there and felt the same things. It amazes me how much I can actually handle. I am running on no sleep, crap for food and I can't remember the last time I showered.
|Me, day two home from hospital, getting ready|
to down a pain pill. :-)
|Chad and Eli, Father and Son|
Since Eli has been with us, I have learned so much about myself and have begun to analyze my life in ways I never have before.
As I take this new direction with this new addition it stands to reason this blog will move in a new direction. I hope everyone enjoys the journey and don't worry, I will still do some fashion posts as well as posts on life, parenting and general musings.
Well, here we go! Crazy little thing called life!
|Welcome to the world Eli James|